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I only have eyes for you
And all I do is watch
Just sitting
watching you
smiling through the troubles
you silly little girl
you know everything thats happening
exactly how I feel
but, worse than inertia
you dismiss them as confusion
Invalidating their very existence
But I'll just stay here
I'll never have eyes for you
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The side of the world just fell away and now I'm standing in emptiness
I've hit a situation that I can't write my way out of
And now salvation has become such a burden
I can feel my body, inside and out, just crystallizing
hardening into glass and breaking apart in granules
Having the visual effect of disintegration
It's like being ground down and thank goodness I can't feel anything
I can only imagine how painful disintegrating must be
and now I've gotten shorter
I'm down to my knees
and everything is sort of spinning all around me
In some violent whirlwind that I can't seem to get out of
I don't know if I want to, it's sounds really soothing
If I close my eyes and don't notice the spinning
and I'm down to my chest now and my arms have disappeared
and I feel so light and
It's weird watching grains of my body
just fly away into the tempest
and I'm down to my neck
and my body isn't there anymore
and now my mouth is gone
and soon  I won't be able to see
and I hope it's peaceful
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She's such a lush,
the way she drinks, I can tell
the way she smiles at me when she talks
and knows just when to pause
She can blink in just the right way
to make my heart flutter
Her soft hand curls around the firewater tumbler
while the cigarette let's it's clouds dance skywards
Vertical twist from the tips of her fingers
And the way her lips move, letting exact words slip out
smoother than silk,with the corners of her mouth
curling upwards, total cheshire
And I just know her mouth tastes like smoke, sweet, and whiskey
hot and sticky, like some awful burning candy
definitely poisonous
but I want it
I want to taste the caustic kiss from this horrid fucking lush
The way she just puts it all down
and slowly but surely drinks me under the table
which is right where she wants me
If I didn't know any better,
I'd think the bottle was all she ever needed
It would make sense
It'll always be right there
And while it may ravage her body, it will neve
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Piece of Heart
I am such a fake
I wear my heart patched on my sleeve
with a sign saying "take me away..."
Snatch my heart and I'm yours
I won't even try to catch it
I swear my heart to you
I've already fallen for you
I'm in love with you...
But I've fallen for her just the same
I'm in love with the both of you
her and her, as well
I love them fro a distance
my heart beating in time to all
yours, hers, theirs
I love them from forever away
and I find solace in your arms
forgiveness in your lips
I want to have you forever
but I fall too hard, too fast, too easy
Will you stay with me?
Me and my committedly fickle heart?
Because you'll always have the biggest piece
of my heart...
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Shallow Friend
He's always there
No matter how alone I think I am
feel I am
know I am
He's always there
I can call and he'll be there
faster than nerves can transfer
comes faster than synapses can fire
A razorblade away, the greatest, most reliable friend
A friend who'll never turn you down
A friend who never turns anybody away
A friend who accepts everyone and leaves nothing but shallow wounds behind
A shallow friend
When you want him, he goes away too fast
When you hate him, he seems to be there forever
The best of friends
We're old friends, him and I
I have a friend
The best of friends
A shallow friend
I'm starting to think he's in love with me
His name is pain
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The Joke's On You
So grim!!
What could possibly be the matter?
What could make you frown like that?
Your eyes are so dark, so contemplative
So very deep in thought, too deep in thought
You're missing all the fun!!
Loosen up, tight-ass!! Let's paint the town red!!
My pointy-eared friend, waging his one-man, casualty-free, holy war on crime
You're the hero, I'm the bad guy
but you're on your way here to beat me to a pulp
So, who's the hero again?
If you think I'm just a madman, then the jokes on you!
I'm no villain, no mere clown
I'm not a monster, I'm just ahead of the curve
So much more than just a freak!!
I'm the one who's REALLY gonna save this town!!
Without chaos, things get so...
People need chaos to survive
Without it, people will die...with or without my help...
This city deserves to have a guy like me stroll right in and upset their established order...
And far be it from me to deny someone what they really deserve!
It doesn't take much to inspire my brand of anarchy
The toss of
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And the word is panic...
One word
the word is a trigger
the spark that ignites a fire
the euphoria that precedes bleeding
the rigor mortis before the body starts to decay
the word
holding sway over peoples actions
Give them reason and time and they'll tear themselves apart
the word cn whip up the winds of torment
rip you apart at the seams
and shake the world to its very core
one word away
a world away
the word
it takes you away to another place
a hell on earth
one word
you'll never see it coming
and you're dead before you know it
One word
And the word is panic
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1. If your doctor told you today that you were pregnant, what would you say?
Shocking, considering my lack of the necessary organs.

2. Do you trust all of your friends?

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
If I needed to.

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

5. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
No. I'm broke.

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
Tyray :-)

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?

9. Is there someone/something who pops into your mind at random times?

10. What's your most favourite scar?
Wouldn't you like to know...

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
A few years ago.

12. What did the last text message you sent say?
I'm singin' in the rain, just singin' in the rain, what a glorious feeling, I'm happy again!

13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?

14. Fill in the blank. I love...
Rasi. :-)

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
Gain back my freedom and independence.

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
Rasi and my parents.

17. How many kids do you want to have?
Not a question I'm prepared to answer right now.

18. Would you make a good parent?
I'd like to think so.

19. Where was your face book profile picture taken?
In the box.

20. Whats your middle name?

21. Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
I wish I were home in bed...

22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
My lips are sealed on that.

23. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
Arius will probably be the best man, if we evn decide to go all formal like that...

24. What are you wearing right now?
Fishnet undershirt, Joker t-shirt, red pants, super mario boxers, black socks.

25. Righty or Lefty?

26. Best place to eat?
At home. :-)

27. Favorite jeans?
Those red ones I mentioned earlier.

28. Favorite animal?
Birds, particularly ravens, crows, sparrows, and cardinals.

29. Favourite juice?
White cranberry.

30. Have you had the chicken pox?

31. Have you had a sore throat?

32. Ever had a bar fight?

33. Who knows you the best?

34. Shoe size?

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
No (20/20 vision, fools!)

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
Many times...

37. Been to Mexico?

38. Did you buy something today?

39. Did you get sick today?
A bit.

40. Do you miss someone today?

41. Did you get in a fight with someone today?

42. When is the last time you had a massage?
Who knows...

43. Last person to lay in your bed?
Besides myself, Ras.

44. Last person to see you cry?
No one.

45. Who made you cry?

46. What was the last TV show you watched?
The Mighty Boosh (best thing on tv)

47. What are your plans for the weekend?
Sleep and hopefully see some people I need to see.

48. Who do you think will return this?
Probably no one.

49. Who was the last person you hung out with?
Vance (he's asleep)

50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say? course. Of course I'll marry you. :-)
  • Listening to: Soundgarden-Down On The Upside
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Reservoir Dogs
  • Playing: Fallout 3
  • Eating: I wish
  • Drinking: I probably should.


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Current Residence: Washington DC
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Favourite genre of music: Goth/Industrial
MP3 player of choice: Colossus the iPod!
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac (Where the fuck is the Bactine?!!)
Personal Quote: Vi Veri Veniversum Vivus Vici (By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe.)


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SpartanWilco Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2009
thanks for the fav im really proud of that piece
lyricalxliar Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2009
I'm not sure if you know this but we NEED to talk asap, so call me when you get the chance. I am quite annoyed with you and I just need for you to listen...not talk...LISTEN. If you are man enough to face my fury (yet again) and value how much I love and care about you then you will dial my number and soon.

that is all.
bloodyknives Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2009
Hmmm? What did I do? Is this about my recent crises?
emmakitty Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2009
hope everything is cool,i dont hear from you anymore but i hope everything is fine....
may the force be with you
RenDMC Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2009  Student Photographer
thanks for the :+fav: honey :hug:
pixievamp Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2009
Thanx for the fav:hug:
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