I only have eyes for you
And all I do is watch
Just sitting
wishing
watching you
smiling through the troubles
you silly little girl
you know everything thats happening
exactly how I feel
but, worse than inertia
you dismiss them as confusion
Invalidating their very existence
But I'll just stay here
breathing
heart-beating
stargazing
I'll never have eyes for you
The side of the world just fell away and now I'm standing in emptiness
I've hit a situation that I can't write my way out of
And now salvation has become such a burden
I can feel my body, inside and out, just crystallizing
hardening into glass and breaking apart in granules
Having the visual effect of disintegration
It's like being ground down and thank goodness I can't feel anything
I can only imagine how painful disintegrating must be
and now I've gotten shorter
I'm down to my knees
and everything is sort of spinning all around me
In some violent whirlwind that I can't seem to get out of
I don't know if I want to, it's sounds r
She's such a lush,
the way she drinks, I can tell
the way she smiles at me when she talks
and knows just when to pause
She can blink in just the right way
to make my heart flutter
Her soft hand curls around the firewater tumbler
while the cigarette let's it's clouds dance skywards
Vertical twist from the tips of her fingers
And the way her lips move, letting exact words slip out
smoother than silk,with the corners of her mouth
curling upwards, total cheshire
And I just know her mouth tastes like smoke, sweet, and whiskey
hot and sticky, like some awful burning candy
definitely poisonous
but I want it
I want to taste the causti
I am such a fake
I wear my heart patched on my sleeve
with a sign saying "take me away..."
Snatch my heart and I'm yours
I won't even try to catch it
I swear my heart to you
I've already fallen for you
I'm in love with you...
But I've fallen for her just the same
I'm in love with the both of you
her and her, as well
I love them fro a distance
my heart beating in time to all
yours, hers, theirs
I love them from forever away
and I find solace in your arms
forgiveness in your lips
I want to have you forever
but I fall too hard, too fast, too easy
Will you stay with me?
Me and my committedly fickle heart?
Because you'll alway
He's always there
No matter how alone I think I am
feel I am
know I am
He's always there
I can call and he'll be there
faster than nerves can transfer
comes faster than synapses can fire
A razorblade away, the greatest, most reliable friend
A friend who'll never turn you down
A friend who never turns anybody away
A friend who accepts everyone and leaves nothing but shallow wounds behind
A shallow friend
When you want him, he goes away too fast
When you hate him, he seems to be there forever
Shallow
Friend
The best of friends
We're old friends, him and I
I have a friend
The best of friends
A shallow friend
I'm starting t
So grim!!
What could possibly be the matter?
What could make you frown like that?
Your eyes are so dark, so contemplative
So very deep in thought, too deep in thought
You're missing all the fun!!
Loosen up, tight-ass!! Let's paint the town red!!
My pointy-eared friend, waging his one-man, casualty-free, holy war on crime
You're the hero, I'm the bad guy
but you're on your way here to beat me to a pulp
So, who's the hero again?
If you think I'm just a madman, then the jokes on you!
I'm no villain, no mere clown
I'm not a monster, I'm just ahead of the curve
So much more than just a freak!!
I'm the one who's REALLY gonna save thi